The year should be a cake walk for classes as I have taught them all several times. I am trying to finish my graduate degree thesis this year too, so that has the priority in terms of 'academics' for me this year.
I am very tired this monring as H called two times between 3:45 & 5am this morning. He is very down on himself as he seems to be coming out of couseling the past few times. He said 'his life sucks' and 'he needs to get a life' and that 'i took his life away by leaving'.
I was so tempted to tell him about this website or to have him read DB/DR. but the issues I think he has are not going to be 'fixed' by that. But who am I to say what those issues are to him.. they may not even be issues to him.
And so I spin my wheels,looking for some traction, watching & waiting. Trying the things the counselor gave me for tools, working on my self-esteem & control issues. Trying to be a better me that I like, doing things I like, with people I like and that like me.
I think I'm sounding pretty incoherent this morning.. sorry for rambling.
Peace Bridge
Last edited by Bridgestone; 08/22/0803:19 PM.
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.
