FIB~ I just love you.
You are the best.
I have to run ... will post when I get back.
I feel like my mind is in chaos.
I agree with every word. { in your post}
Have you been peeking in my window?
;\)

Fear is one thing , for sure
I dunno where this is going. And yet I can face it.
And yet that is tiring as we are coming close to ~12~ years of M~
Anger
hurt
betrayal
RESENTMENT is big for me now.... Last nite I almost blew my top.. just tried to control myself. Resenment is trying to consume me... he is back pedalling. Putting a band aid on this. Pretending like nothing ver happenned and we are living happy.



and yet I have come to accept that this is who he is and if he doesnt change then it is up to me to decide.
And that?

Sucks...

It is hard to turn your back on someone you love.
Can he grow and be the Man he needs himself to be?
I dunno.


Originally Posted By: The Dalia Lama

Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.


Beautiful....
And FIB~ I do think you are a "karma" dude. You just dont know it yet.

Will be back in a bit...

~Alicia