Jen, Sweetie, remember this is a roller coaster. Just take a "brain break" now. You need a rest. It is all going to be okay. He is still talking to you, and telling you these things, and it is not like he cut you off. He wanted you to know the changes he is making too. But you do need to regroup.
I did something yesterday that I would like to suggest. Find a quiet place, by yourself, with pen and paper, and do a question and answer. Write the questions that enter your mind down on the paper, and answer each one truthfully as you go along, just honestly and from the heart and soul. I don't know why I did this yesterday, but the answers to my questions where inside me all along, and it made me feel a lot better.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
