Thanks Lola.

My XH has done so much for me and all I've done is kick him where it hurts. My OAI has killed what he felf for me. I vented here about his friends and he told me Wednesday and last night that he's done everything to protect me and that he's even gone so far as flat out forbid the one I was most worried about from calling or texting him because I hurt when he talks to her. He said except for flat out telling her to F off there's nothing more he can do.

I've been horrible to him and I need to def. prove that I'm sorry because sometimes the words mean nothing.


Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road