I've done a horrrible job of this and don't feel I have much to offer you guys. So I think I'll stay off the boards for a while. It's been fun and I value your kinds words of encouragement so much but my time is up.
Jen,
We are here for each other, some offer more than they receive, some need more than they are able to give. We all give in different ways. If you do stay off, you will be missed terribly.
I don't think any of us want you to give up, but of course that is your decision. There are plenty here that think your sitch has plenty of hope.....
When you are ready to get back to work answer this:
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He has tried so hard to be my friend but I haven't been nice, caring or worthy of the friendship.
Why is this? Why haven't you been nice, caring, etc. Is it past hurt, is it forgiveness you haven't given, is it insecurity. I have my suspicions, but only you can answer this. I think if you can take care of this one piece of the puzzle the remainder of your sitch will come together. There must be a lot of love and passion there, because your H still keeps coming back to the well.
TwinDad Me 39, W 36, M 11 W - MLC, WAW???? 2 Kids B/G 3 YRS Old Start of the Long and Bumpy Road..... On the verge of piecing.....a new beginning
