It started off really well. He picked me up at around 7 and we dropped of some papers to a client. Then we went to the mall where the movie was showing and decided to have some Sushi before the movie. We had some good laughs and talked like old friends. Until I once again opened my mouth. I will not get into it now. I left him at the Sushi place to pay the bill and I waited for him outside. He was justifiably upset that I left him alone in the restaurant. We went home without seeing the movie.
I've been a real pain to him for so long and I have to let him go the best way I can. He has tried so hard to be my friend but I haven't been nice, caring or worthy of the friendship.
I've done a horrrible job of this and don't feel I have much to offer you guys. So I think I'll stay off the boards for a while. It's been fun and I value your kinds words of encouragement so much but my time is up.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
