I know how you feel , I mean sick. I also am trying to save my marriage. I have just started playing it cool with H
Partying all night and calling in sick is not reality. He will get sick of it.
For me the feeling of being in an affair was like going on holiday to a fabulous place . Fun , exciting , no worries etc. But you know that it is not real. You hit earth eventually.
He will remember why he loved you. He will have moments of regret. Thats how I felt and it is how i know others that I know felt.
It was because my husband had GAL that made him more attractive to me . So chin up and yes make yourself attractive as you can be. Let him see what he has lost and hey you got the kids.
