I'm doing better... still not great but better. Funny that my really bad day (the one where I posted that I just wanted to curl up and die or whatever it was I said) turned out to be the heavily related to PMS.. I had no idea just how much more emotional I get at that time of the month. I think it's likely gotten worse since the sitch.. but I don't know. I'm thinking it's still contributing to my being in a bit of a downer but thankfully not as down as I was at that point.
So what's going on now? Still dealing with these lovely agents that think they can save me tons of money by listing my house for me.. even though they are going to cost me over 10 g's to do it!!! If there weren't so many of them calling or stopping by it would be amusing.. but the volume makes it severely annoying!
Trying to sell some bigger items that I won't have space for after I move on a couple of those selling sites. People really expect something for nothing I'm finding.. but I don't get swayed. The right buyer will come around eventually.. I feel the same about the house. Someone will love it and cherish it... I hope whoever that is has a full and happy life here.. making beautiful memories!!!!
I met with that job guy today for lunch. The job is still available and they are still wanting me.. guess it was just a miscommunication in that both of the guys kind of assumed that the other had contacted me.. but neither did. So we discussed money.. and it's not what I'm wanting to make.. but it is a small company... I'm torn. I really like the two guys.. I've worked with them before and they were great... and I'm feeling the crunch that I need to start making some money to support myself. My concern is if I'm settling? I don't want to settle but I don't want to have to rely on my H to support me either. I want to be able to bring home some money for myself and my D.....
Oh, on another note, I wanted to mention that I tried another food that I never would have tried. Another 180. I tried escargot yesterday. Can you believe it? My H looked like he was impressed. Even D2 tried it.. but she didn't want a second one.. I actually ate 2 of them. I can't say I liked it.. but I can't say I hated it either...
Thanks for checking in and being here for me.
Don't know what I'd do without you and can't bear the thought of it.
