But I think I jinxed myself. Had a pretty good day with my mom getting school clothes for Christopher, then H calls all in a bad mood. Say's he didn't get all of my "pictures etc" and he was actually mad. I can't even believe this guy. Then he says he doesn't understand why I sent him a cookie with Happy birthday written on it, he says to me " I don't need something like that" and that "he doesn't ask for much" WHAT???????? He's freakin messed up.
Here we go again, well after that conversation, I didn't even want to be out anymore, just told my mom I wasn't feeling well, So we just came home. Just ruined the whole rest of the day.
He made me feel so badly. I don't know guys, im at a loss. Its like he wants me to suffer because he's out there working and he must think im here having a big ole party without him. Im getting really tired of the crap. If my little one was in school, I would just get myself a job and move on. This is the point he gets me to, all to frequently.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
