Max...

She paid more attention to him...I put him at the bottom of my priority list under the kids and job ...I thought we were secure through anything and tried to be the best mom and manager at work.... she was willing to go out and party all night and call in sick if she was hungover... i had babies and responsibilities... and i was not there enough sexually...

he went to her... even though the last 5 months we have had a better sexual relationship and bonding than ever..he cant stop thinking of her.

he is pretty stubborn...wants to stick to his decision...
feels the kids and families will get over it....

i am not texting him anymore...he sent me a few this morning..which i responded to ... but i am trying to move foreward.

i have an attorney appt for monday... not to give up though...just to see..i am scared


i want to fight for my family and marriage but his exact words were we are done....

Do you think he loves her or just thinks he loves her.... he obviously misses her when they are not together....

I am so sick...


m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend