Well I will ask a question especially if TD is listening as well. I am struggling with the contact part. Going dim/dark isn't going to work because she will think I am just being passive-aggressive or sulking. The flip side is she is going to think I need her if I am initiating all the time. I like TD's theory of being her best friend but it's kinda hard when I don't see her or we don't have real dialouge. So how do I proceed?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.