maybe this question is better for the infaildetly fourm but I am not sure what to do with my feelings. I don't know for sure anything. All I have is strong cirmenstancal evidance. My fear of this in the past has been a problem for her and may have just crated more problems. I am so trapped between the two sides of mind. I want to trust her and just detach and leave her to her self but I can't shake the tears or sickness in my stomach.



Although I can not shake it right now. I have not made any thing worse. I am going to get some distance between her family and I have only spoken to her when she called about her phone. Then we tested a bit yesterday when I got mine I feel really empity and num.

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
Current