I am still just kind of in a funk. I can't get my mind off of this for some reason. It is like I am back to feeling the way I felt when I found out about the first OW. I just don't understand how he can be in a relationship so quick. I don't understand how he could throw everything away for someone he barely knows.
I keep myself busy and I try to keep my mind off of it...but there seems to always be something that triggers it. I feel physically sick when I think about it.
I guess at this point time is the only thing that is going to ease the pain.
