okay...so after reading some other threads, I realize I just made him feel more guilty....geez....I don't know if I'll ever get this....it just festers inside you then H calls at the wrong time and says the wrong thing and I was set off.....darn it....I didnt have a chance to count to 10....
Maybe not always answer the phone when he calls. It will avoid moments like this. You will get stronger as time goes on. I know how hard it is to be mom and dad. I think all of us know that all too well.
YOu only have yourself to depend on and you have to be strong for your kids.
Hang in there.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
