Thank you all so much!! Just a year ago I thought things were fine with my H & I, now I can't believe we are D & he is M again!!!
Part of me feels like it's just not over, I could be totally wrong but I still can't imagine being without him.
I've been cleaning out closets & found some cards he gave me, he always wrote such beautiful things to me. One of the last Valentine card I got from him, he wrote "Thank you for being here for me, I cannot imagine my life without you" That was just a couple of years ago!!!
I'm doing my best. I do hope I hear from that job, I really think that would help me a lot b/c I am getting concerned about the money. Not so much that I can't make it on the alimony he gives me but I'm going to have to pay taxes on that so, plus all the part time work I've been doing is contract labor & I'll have to pay taxes on that also. That will hurt! Normally I put money back for that but I've been having to live on it. It's starting to stress me some, but I've got to leave it in God's hands. As with my H, I have to turn him over to God.
I promise, I'm trying! I really want to thank you again for your support, you make me feel better!!!
