It's been a while. But I've been reading your sitch for the past couple of months. I just haven't had much time to post. I was actually up in StLouie last month. Just some follow up counseling. It sounds like you are doing the best you can. I agree with WhatdidIdo, you never know what could happen. And even though you have so much distrust and anger of her, you never know what God's plan could be. You also can't deny the eventual awesomeness if your wife ever got her "hormones" fixed and became healthy again. I know its a long shot. But I like how you are a man of hope.