I know it's hard not to reach out to him. And God knows I suck at going dim or dark but I know it works and have seen many on here succeed with it. His curiosity will get the better of him and then he'll call. (Latin men are more stubborn too so remember that)
Sorry you're sick but you will be fine.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
