Okay, I know I'm vacillating all over the place. Now I've decided not to write the letter. I mean, my W is getting ready to go spend 3 weeks with OM - not sure if she's still involved or not, but still.
I was going to write it for closure, but realistically, if I write her a letter and don't hear anything back, I don't think I'm far enough along not to be hurt by that. I know I'll come across as rude if I stop answering her calls and emails, but should I be that worried about whether she thinks I'm rude or not? I don't think so.
So the letter is off again. I think I can find closure by dropping her from my life.
