For the Guy with Kids and a WW 10

[hopeful4her]

Thanks for keeping tabs on me, peeps.

Kids are not with me this week. S14 was supposed to come with me today. I called him around lunch time and he told me one of his friends is in the hospital and wanted to hang around there for him. I told him to let me know. He has to split his time 3 ways, so I won't be getting any weekends with him. Just the Wed and Thursday thing.

I'm home now. Had to hit the grocery store first. After I got home and watch some news, I see that the bank branch that Y used to work at was robbed earlier. She was at my branch all day today and she talked to me a lot. ARGHHHH! Although I think a lot about her too, I am positive that I am in the 'Friend Zone' with her. Not a chance, anyway. I think about her more than B, I think. I can't stop myself. She's at my office 3 and sometimes 4 days a week.

I'm telling ya'll, I am NOT pursuing it. I think she just feels bad for me. Like her brother. She always talks about the guy she really likes or ex or something. We had a conversation before I left about how she is not a one night stand person, but she is getting to a point. I told her to get a BOB. She claims to never done that. I actually gave her some ideas. I helped GBG do some Passion Parties. I told her that maybe I'll surprise her. She talks to me like I'm one of her girlfriends.

I feel like I'm constantly bombarded these days. I know I'm being frustrating, but I'm just being honest with my thoughts. Like I said, my inner turmoil.

Anyway, JUST about to hit the talk button on my cell to call her, my cell rings in my hand. D6 is calling me VERY excited about something. My finger was ON the button.

"Daddy! Guess what?!"
"What, baby girl?!" She's got me excited.

"The store had 'Ratatouie'. I got it for me and you!!" she is yelling like someone that won the lotto.

Every time we go to the video store, we look for it but it is always rented out. They only have 2 copies. At least the last 6 times we've gone. I haven't seen it. She was sooo happy!

"Wow, thats great!"
"Yeah, now we can watch it!"
"Okay, but we cant watch it yet, because you won't be here until next week."
"I'm going to save it, okay?"
"Your not going to watch it yet?"
"Nope. I'm going to save it, but mom says you have to take the movie you have out back so she can rent a movie. She didn't get to get one."

I laugh. We talk for a bit. She says she wants to see me tonight. I tell her I'm going to see her tomorrow. Our usual, love you, love you more, no I love you more, no I love you a lot lot lot....

Momma wants to talk to me. She asks if I had cancelled the car insurance.

Now, I bet even ya'll remember our conversation about the car insurance.

I tell her that I have NOT cancelled the insurance. She can't locate the up to date card. Only the old one. Can I bring it after work, maybe. I tell her that I'll see her tomorrow at the school. I'm already home.
"Oh? Your already home?"

She wants to get the stuff done tomorrow, so can I bring it in the morning before I go to work. I say ok. Bye.

"Ok. Bye."


Before the grocery store, I hit Kohls. Couple new shirts and a new watch. I'll change before I leave work tomorrow. Show spiffy and looking like I'm hitting the town tomorrow night after orientations.

Maybe just hit a movie by myself. I want to see Ironman.