lis- Thanks for checking on me. I'm doing good. And, yes...there is always hope. Don't give up!
sugar- Thanks! I have been busier with my work starting back up but I will get to your thread asap!
sara- I used to believe the whole "it was meant to be" thing. I'm so glad I had you guys to pull me out of the middle of the fog so I could think clearly. Thank God. Soooo....where's he going to college? Today is the day, isn't it?
Update- Things still good here at home. He sent me an email giving me an spelled out itinerary for me and son to come visit him at work (he works about 45 min. away). It was so great. It had times, directions to various things in the city to do, and has us eat lunch with him and pick him up to take him home at the end of the day (he carpools). He has been doing the most thoughtful things. I get emails often. He bought me flowers again last week. He gave me a foot rub last night. I'm so lucky that I didn't lose him. My greatest feeling these days is thankfulness. I am so so soooo thankful I didn't lose everything important to me and it scares me now to know how close I was.
