Well, all the pictures of my H are in boxes. There are still some on the computer but I just try not to look at those right now. I'm cleaning out the closets now & getting ready to move his things that he left here in the attic. I did hang some pictures yesterday, where I wanted them so I'm trying to make it my own.
I've been on AD's since Jan. I'm sure it is helping some, but you are right the wedding threw me. I'm trying to move ahead but part of me just can't believe I will never see him again. All these years we have been so close & we both thought we were meant to be together, so it's hard for me to see right now that we won't ever be together again.
I'm working on getting out of the funk but it's just going to take time, I know. I miss the man I married & not what he became this past year. I know that man is in there somewhere, everything just happened so quickly, there was no time for me to deal with it. I was thrown in & never got a chance to get up & realize what happened.
