Hi Lanzo. All i can say is WOW. I have come clean, attended every C session asked of me, sold any possesion that had any contact with OM, opened up for scrutiny every aspect of my life, immediately stopped contact with Om. Still H is not happy.
Prior to this I was the one in control of my narriage, I was abusive, selfish and greedy to an extent ( I may be speaking out of guilt here ) i have changed a lot and to a nicer person. i respect H so much more and I want to respect marriage.
I am hitting a brick wall. Should I go back to being mean and uninterested ? Why will he not go forward and see the positives that have come out of this affair ? Is it straight out hurt ?
He admits that logically he knows that his marriage would be good, that all our dsreams could now be fulfilled and that I would provide him a marriage that he has always wanted. So why not go forward ?????
