Hi Kat - Easy to say stop calling but it is a compulsion that i cannot seem to stop. i am frightened that by stopping he will walk completely away. Logically i know if that is the case then i was fighting a losing battle anyway.
I suppose I feel like it is giving up.
We have had lots of counseling regarding ourselves but as i was lying to him at the time i suppose i was not in the right space. Now that he has the truth he has not returned.
