tired more than anything....really, very tired. not entirely sure why
Stress. Emotional, physical, mental and spiritual stress. Take care of all of you. My MC told me the second time we met after my W walked out that I would have to be the one to fix this. The MC told me my W had checked out emotionally and that I would have to prepared to done anything to make the M survive. She told me that meant unconditional love and support. Well all us DBers jump into this full bore and there is no way we a prepared for the toll it takes on us. That's why we are hungry for some love (energy) back. It's hard work. You are not alone Neil.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.