Hi Nit, what have you done today, anything made you smile? Can I ask if you still have lots of your x husbands things about or photo's etc. It may help if you box these things up if you have. I am not saying throw them out just put them out of sight. It really helps. Make your place more yours. Got any hobbies -sorry if I asked this already that you can get involved in.
Non of us know what the future holds,with or without a h. We can think we do and we can plan for it but sometimes bad things happen to good people and our plans go out the window. I know you are finding this really hard and the wedding sent you into a downward spiral but you have to accept this and slowly step by step hour by hour day by day move away from the sadness.
Make some goals,what do you want or how do you plan to get out of this funk. Are you having C? Taking AD's I am not an advocate but I do know they help loads of people. Take care.
