whapu my sweetie

you are more than welcome to come take a breather at our house, of course there are still boxes everywhere but... ;\)

how would it work if you were to maybe get your own place, even if it is temporary????

i am not saying give up (although yikes...sounds toxic there) but maybe some breathing room.

you need to find your strength again
you need to find your peace
and
you can't seem to do it in that environment

you only abandon your kids if you chose to do so

sounds to me like you would never chose that path

so

the last paragraph of Aud's hits the nail on the head

you need to build up your self worth
you need to

don't rely on anyone else to because if they can build it up, they can also tear it down

this is you sweetiepie

mucho grande love to you