Nit, yes many people are supporting you through this difficult time. Hoping you will get the job you want or a job that will be a good fit. Prayers that you will lean on God and He will give you the strength you need so that you can come through this stage of your journey,hopeful that better things lie ahead. You are required to help by doing things for you and try to follow all of Michelles teachings here on this site.
"God preaches unconditional love, he does not preach that we take matters into our own hands or to kick out spouses on the curb so to speak".
Yes he does teach us this BUT your husband is now married to another. Unconditional love now means loving him from afar. Or you are going to be on this self same spot for many many years Can you pray for your x husbands marriage to break down and for him to get a D and then remarry you? I guess you could even so thats going to take a few years at least and is that a very Christian thing to do. Years you will waste in pain and misery waiting for something with odds very heavily stacked against you. I am sure you know victims of life mishaps,they wallow and complain of how life is so unfair, yet others equally unfortunate pick themselves up and deal with what life gives them. Which would you rather be. I think the Bible gives us guidelines ie 10 commandments, but God gave us free will, people choose! otherwise we would all be living perfect lives and they are not as is evident by the many people who are here. You will get through this, you may not get the answers, but life will get better because you make it. Happiness comes from within not from another person. Look to the future, place the past behind. It is not easy but you /we never know what life has in store so you make the choice to go forward, day by day. Takes courage,takes faith that there just might be something better waiting for you.
