I know and it doesn't help that the OW/EA was just the *last* time he cheated. He had had 2 PA/EA's & 1 ONS prior to that, years ago.

I did leave out the part (last night) where he said "where have I been all this time; right here" and got his cell phone out of his pocket & held it out to me. I had no desire to look - that would just confirm I truly had absolutely no trust in him and if I had wanted to look, it's been sitting around plenty of times lately that I could have before now anyway. Also the other day he had left his email password up on the computer and I didn't write it down *just in case* either I (a) am really starting to trust, (b) could give a sh*t, or (c) am just plain dumb, how knows \:\)


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10