Well Qoe, looks like you have joined me in the realms of public enemy No.1 Some people just can't be helped
"And please, do not let others steer you into ways that go against your beliefs. You can witness that by my current thread. Hang in there, rely on God and your faith in Him. If we turn away from God and do things according to man and take matters into our own hands, it totally backfires on us."
Do you think the benefits will be returned so that God can have all the glory?