It's her. I didn't initiate the R talk, but H was on the comp when I walked into the room and was writing an e-mail. He didn't try to hide it from me, so I've read: Dearest OW and so on. Love, STBX.
Of course, at that point I had to ask. H told me that about two weeks ago he had a "moment of clarity", it's Spider forever. Guys, you should be proud of me! I am fine. H is going to take care of me, our D, whatever. He realized there is no way back. He still loves me, though. That's about it. I don't even know if I still want him...
Forrest, thank you for your yesterday's post!!!
I'll start a new thread in Separated, I guess.
(((Hugs))) to all...
Last edited by stella_k; 08/20/0802:39 PM.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
