I managed to do about two months of cycling - evrey 2 minutes i;d change my view - shes coming back - shes not coming back - i don't want her back.

Drove me nuts but just couldn;t stop it.

None of us have a clue what we're doing. I suppose we have no choice but try. I kind of think what else would i be doing now ? I just need to look back and feel i did my best. I know i should do more but my emotions are screwing me a bit.I

I'm trying but my W just sees straight through me.

Do you reckon we want them more because we can't have them ?