Well, I'm strangely calm tonight. Not sure why. I know my W has OM but at least I'm not WITNESSING it any more. I know how that felt and how it destroyed my spirit 3 years ago.
I understand she is an emotional mess, but one of us has to survive and I choose me.
D12 has gotten better. We went out for ice cream and she's more cheerful. Don't know if W called her or not.
D17 is fine, I think she was prepared for this to happen.
My best friend was talking to me tonight and I told him the story. I said I hoped that maybe there was a chance we'd work things out. He asked me how I could take her back after two affairs and all the destruction she's done. Sometimes it's hard to forgive.
