Hi Nlt, Just wanted to stop by and say hi. I'm glad you got out with your friends. You need to do that more often. Eventhough it is still very difficult for you, you are sounding stronger. Little by little, you will continue to gain strength.
Thanks for visiting my thread and lending your support.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
Thank you for checking in on me! I thought I was doing better but today I'm having a hard day!! I just miss him so bad!!!! I found pictures & he was looking at me like he was so much in love with me, how can that just go away!!!
I'm sorry, I don't mean to keep on with this but it's just so hard!!! I'm having a little meltdown today.
Hi nlt, I think it must be the full moon! I am also having a bit of a sad day today. I saw something in the garden H did years back, and all the pain came up again.
I wish you a nice day and go on keeping busy. (((HUGS)))
Yes, it must be the full moon! Seems like it happens this time every month.
I wish I could just forget him but I can't. You know what that feels like I'm sure.
I'm trying to keep busy, but I've been pretty down & haven't been able to do as much as I would like. I'm going to try to get myself more motivated & get busy the rest of the week.
No word on the job yet, but I keep praying.
I hope you have a nice day also in spite of everything!
sounds like you are doing better. it takes awhile to get to where you can keep on going and take it one day at a time. you will have good days and some not so good days.
i hope you hear about your job soon.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
NLT it does take awhile. There is this box of stuff I need to go through, because I stuffed a bunch of stuff in there when all of this went down and yesterday all the past hurts just came tumbling out of that box when I opened it looking for something. It was as if my nightmare was happening all over again.
I feel if I clean out this box then there won't be a box to look into and have all those memories jumping out at me again.
Look at your situation as a life lesson. Maybe ask God what he was trying to show you through all your hurts.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"
Just live your life right now one day at a time and try to focus on things you want to do for yourself and not your h.
Job, trips, out to dinner with friends, church groups and so on.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
I hope you get a great job soon, keep my fingers and toes crossed for you!
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
Thank you so much for checking on me & the hugs!! Very much needed hugs!!!
I hung a few pictures today, it was actually some paintings that my MIL had done, my H was very picky & didn't like some of them but I did so he left them & I hung them.
I did pretty good part of the day today, then had a meltdown this afternoon. I'm trying so hard to let the thoughts of my H go but I am having the hardest time! I miss him so much, the man I married not the man he was when he left.
