Barbie, I hope you don't mind, but I just read that you did mediation and it was hard with an alien. Oh boy oh boy, I hear ya. Its so hard to sit next to this shell of a H I have, and work with him, so cold and calculating. And more worried about money than anything. He is just...I don't know....sometimes mean...sometimes too nice....sometimes just not even there mentally....
Anyway, sorry to hijack, but just wanted you to know that while I don't regret mediation, it is very hard!
