Thank you everyone, this truly is a tough time. My mother was a great lady.

I can't cry anymore today. I am exhausted. I don't know what I would do if ex was nasty at this time.

He came at 7 and we told the kids together. They cried, we cried. It was so nice to come together as a family. I could tell he did not want to leave. He asked me if I was sure I wanted him to be a pallbearer. He wanted to know whose idea it was. He wanted to know if any of my brothers objected. I told him it was a family decision. He said I could change my mind at any time. I told him that would not happen.

He rescheduled the trip to Disney with my kids and OW -- yuk....

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11