Well I didn't get to mail out his special package today.. I had taken the kids to the county fair and got back to late. BUT I ordered him a HUGE Cookie from Pro Flowers which said HAPPY BIRTHDAY on it. I had ordered something "special" for myself and he will enjoy later when he gets home :).. you would be proud sara...:)

fair was great.. the kids had a blast. It wasn't even crowded either which was nice! I took some good pics! I was a long day though. I could tell by talking to H later that he was a little disappointed that he wasn't there... I felt bad \:\(

Honestly, I needed a break this time. Although I miss him, we needed the time apart, especially me.

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.