Well today did go pretty good. There was a little tension at first, but I remained upbeat and soon everything went along well. For most of the day we interacted great together. Almost like we did a couple years ago. She did try and bait me about selling the house, life insurance ect. I just agreed with her or did not say anything. Still has not brought up D since the last we went to the lawyers office.
She was tearing up at her mom's before she left. More then likely was spending time with OM since I had D11 and D16 was at her aunts. So I imagine it was just some more guilt coming out.
At first I really did not want to be around her all that much. After a little while talking and joking with her I then knew I have to keep fighting for her. I know that I am not going to be drawn into the dream that she is going to wake up anytime soon. So I keep reality in check.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
