JUST USED LRT-WHAT DO I DO NOW???

[Sanderika]

Thanks so much Barb,

I will not show anger to H. Does he want me to file? Is that why he is trying to make me angry? Or just to be able to say I told you so (you haven't changed).
I am putting the word out that I am looking for bookkeeping work. I know a lot of self-employeds, maybe by word of mouth I can pick up some more work. If not I will be looking for a job in 2 weeks, as soon as S goes back to school.
I haven't had to look for a job since I was 15. I have been self-employed since I was 19. This is not fun. I have to tell you, at 45...I never would have guessed I would be where I am...OMG.
I have saved some since March when H kicked me out of our company. I can get by for a short while. I am already starting to penny pinch. I cancelled my IC appts., I can use the $50 per month for better things right now. This makes me so sad. I should not be having to think this way at this point in my life. I have worked so hard in my lifetime.
I wish I could figure out a way to fix things....

Thank you for checking in on me, I really appreciate the friendship.

Sanderika