Thanks everyone for your support. I do think that my healing has begun and I hope to stay on this path. I want to feel grounded and not for anyone but me this time. I did alot of work and I am better. But I can still be "pushed" and fall over sometimes. And while I dont want to be made of steel I am tired of being MRS NICE GUY.
I have struggled with this my whole life.. and putting others first.... I matter too... I have to get this thru my thick skull. Once and for all.
I teach it to my kids and my 2 older boys have great self confidence.
Me it comes and goes? I am human I guess but I still need to work on this. Find alot more me time. And not feel one bit of guilt for it.
I have been 'talking' @ this for awhile now. I just need to do it. I went to WEIGHT WATCHERS this morning....
I am very excited .... I dont want to keep going up and down and up and down with my weight nor with my life. I need more discipline and at the same time to let go and have more fun . If that makes any sense....
