Man, Lady, your good. I read Love Must be Tough a few years ago, and it was a great book.
I think there is something to be said for cutting it off until the OM is gone. It is not fair for you to be hurting like this, and for her to be so wishy washy.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..