Let me set something straight. H has never hit me, struck me, etc... And I honestly can't imagine that he ever would. However, since the sep, I've seen an anger in him that I've never seen before. He'll use his body to say block a doorway if I try to leave a room, or he'll hold my shoulders if he's trying to talk to me, or hold my head so I'll look at him when he's talking (that one I HATE!). I don't "fear for my life", but I've also never seen this side of him before. All this he does when he's trying to talk to me. He's doing this and telling me that he loves me, wants our marriage, etc...Thing is, for me, communication ends when force begins. I just don't want it to sound scarier than it is.
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."
