is it really true?

[stella_k]

As time has gotten closer to him coming over, the reality of his choices are being hammered home and he has got to be questioning them. It will be okay. More importantly, YOU will be okay.

Amen to that! ((((SMW))))

Sorry it took me so long to get back.

((((FG)))), it was well worth waiting for .

Understand also.. that the things you think about.. effect your actions. Just as you can tell his mood.. he can tell yours. The best thing I could tell you to do.. over the next few days.. is be yourself.. and don't think about what may come.

I understand.

And you are right, I'm an open book for H and always have been. Since I cannot hide my emotions I've got to try and change them, starting with anger.

It is easy for me not to be angry with H, it's much harder to let go of hatred for OW. I have to accept the fact that H has feelings for her. ARRRGH! Got to work on them triggers

I just realized that I'm sitting in front of my comp and smiling, that awful feeling in the pit of my stomach is gone.

I think I can make it.

((((everyone)))), I give you the genuine Cheshire cat smile now !