Well Saturday we had 5 people (singles and/or couples) come through the house. H was here and he showed them all around. In general really good feedback and H got good vibes. I showed people around on Sunday. I had 6 people come by. I was very nervous. I'm not a naturally social butterfly so I tend to talk very fast. Overall I don't think the prospects from Sunday were as promising as those from Saturday.. and NO ONE made an offer. So we wait.
I've been feeling really crappy the last 24 hours. H came for a visit yesterday and he didn't have his wedding band on. I asked him about it and he said that he just forgot, which he said isn't often but does happen occasionally. But it bothered me. Then I went on FB and noticed his buddy had changed his profile picture.. and the pic included a pic of my H, the buddy, another guy and H's EA. H was standing there with his one arm around EA and the other around buddy grinning ear to ear.. and holding his alcoholic beverage out in front of him with his left hand and no ring again. I have no idea when the picture was taken.. it could have been months ago. it's difficult to tell.. but I'm very upset by this. and of course like an idiot I called him about it..... I feel so wretched. Like a f'n idiot. I may be overreacting to nothing and blowing everything or it could be that he is lying to me..... and I HATE LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, as you can imagine I'm not having a very good day. with the ring thing, the stupid realtors hassling me everyday about me selling privately and that my little girl is still sobbing on the mornings, like today, that I drop her off at daycare.. I just want to curl up and die.
