I went last nite.... Alanon I believe it is called when you are the significant other of an alchoholic. I went feeling very embarassed. I left feeling like a weight had been lifted off my chest. I walked in skeptical.... how can this possibly help. I am strong enough to get thru this on my own. I dont need others to help me.
I post on another support group and when I posted the long ugly blow out he had... she recommended I go to a meeting.
I called immediately. I then was "worried" about it all day.
OMG~ My hubby is an alchoholic.... what if I see someone there that I know? I mean my life is an open book but this is very personal and I felt like a failure. A failure for loving someone who right now has no love for himself... My eyes were opened alot.... he is helpless and right now the "BOOZE" is running his life he is a passenger and he isnt driving. If he doesnt wake up soon he is going to lose his Family. I am commited to living. It was as if I have been holding my breath for years now. Waiting to live. Wanting to live but afraid at the same time.
