I just called her and talked to her for a few minutes. She's doing well since her surgery. The conversation was just kind of bland. She vented about her parents a little bit, which is what she always did with me. I was the one that understands and she doesn't have anybody else to talk to about it.
I asked her how her weekend went. She said it went well. She took Aaron to meet her family and she said that went well too. She acted like everything was great with him and is still moving in that direction. Kinda frustrating after our convo on Saturday where she called me to vent about him and that situation. Oh well. No expectations.
Like I said before. I was kind of hoping that this convo would go better. I was hoping that she would want to call me and tell me all about it, but she didn't. I think that with the last week or so, and our conversations, ML, etc. that I was letting myself get back into things, but I knew all along that I shouldn't be. I'm going to have to detach again, make myself not available all the time, not let her know that I'm there for her if she needs me.
Time to move forward, and find things to do that are enjoyable and keep my mind off of this situation. I'll probably call this girl my dad wants to set me up with and see if she wants to go to dinner or something this weekend. No expectations, just something to do, and somebody to do something with. Maybe I'll enjoy it.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
