I don't know if I'm ready to date or not. I might test the waters and see though. I wasn't really interested when my dad asked me if he could set me up on a blind date, but I'm kind of intrigued now. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact that she has moved on, and I think I need to do the same.
I just need to detach from this situation. I get my hopes up and then get frustrated when they don't come to fruition. I need to stop doing that. It's not healthy. That's really my main goal right now. Going out on a date is kind of a side note, that I've started to think about more and more over the past couple of days as I realize that I need to move forward and forget about this situation.
Who knows what the future will hold. All I know is that i need to quit trying to force it to involve her. If she decides she wants me back, she will come back.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
