Supportive and Proud Weather She Likes it or Not!!

[JWS]

I just jumped out of the shower and am soaking wet but had a thought I needed to share. I was praying in the shower when all of a sudden an answer popped into my head. Among the things I pray for is for God to keep us both safe from temptation. And I truly mean both of us we are very vournable right now. Then it hit me, I am sure this comes from elsewhere but I remember it from even all mighty

“If you pray to be courage God dose not give you courage he gives you the opportunity to be courageous”

He has given me this opportunity right now. The only dishonest think I do in my life is look at her phone records. I am now taking the opportunity to end that temptation. I am also tempted to play out scenarios in my head of them. This is another opportunity to rid myself of that pain.

For her, this is a huge temptation and a chance to make good changes. Either she already has, or is in the process of doing so. Even if she went to him because she had no place to go. It was only her and God there and I have no way of knowing the choices she made, and it’s not my place to do so. God will not make her a better person but he will give her the tools and place her in situations to use them, and ultimately he will be the only judge on how she does not me.

Praying has given me so much strength and I trust God to take care of me, but no where does it say pray and sit back to let him deliver.

I want to be free of temptation, so don’t place tempting things right in front of my face!

I want her to be trustworthy, so TRUST her!

I want to be happy, so seek out my own happiness!