I ended up sending her a text yesterday afternoon to tell her she was going to look good, and I was excited to see her results. Her phone was still turned off and she hadn't recieved either of my messages.
Last night I checked my phone before I went to bed, and I noticed that the texts had gone through about an hour before, but I had no response. So I sent her a text asking if I could call her to see how she was doing. She replied telling me to call tomorrow because Aaron was still there, but she was doing fine and was all drugged up.
I'm kind of dissapointed that she didn't send me a text to let me know how she was doing. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up that she would even care to let me know. I'm supposed to call her before noon, so we will see how she reacts to talking to me. After her phone call Saturday afternoon I haven't talked to her. She wen't completely dark, but she has been with her new guy. I don't know what to think. I should stop worrying about it and get on with my life.
I've been thinking a lot this weekend about how I need to just completely detach myself and not worry about her at all. Kind of the "if you love something let it go" mentality. I need to move on.
I'm thinking about calling this girl that my dad is trying to set me up with. It's weird, because I'm actually kind of excited to see what she is like.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
