You could always write it and not send it. Get it out for you. Closure. I think you are still thinking of her reaction too much. Do what you need to do and if you get something out of her for it then that is just a bonus.

Last night while walking with the kids, we got to the park and I sat there and said I do I picture my life? My house? My future? FH isn't there unless he does the work to get there, no free rides. It was liberating to think of those things. Give it a try.

kat


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Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory