While I was at the marital house, I was telling kids and W:

I just want Mommy to be happy.

I told W many times "I am not going to fight with you" and walked away.

Detached loving is hard. I try and bend whenever I can. Harder now that I am in a different house....

"What is best for my kids is best for me"
Amor Fati
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